This is about my journey to my new normal. It is far too soon to truly understand what my new normal is going to be but I will find comfort in sharing this journey. 2016 was supposed to be the best year of mine and Nick’s life. We were supposed to get married and we were going to start trying for children after our wedding in October. On February 20, 2016 Nick passed on to a place I hope to someday see him again and my life completely changed. This is the journey to my new normal.